Friday, 23 July 2010

like old cotton shirts

Where is it? Inspiration
that faded like dyed red cotton shirt
that soft comfort,
nowhere to be found
not in the almirah
not in the laundry
not hanging on the clothsline
nor has it flown to the neighbour's fence.
It's just a matter of time
perhaps
I'll find its faded prints
in its wrinkled self again
lying somewhere close by
when i least need it.
Ah!...and then it'll suddenly propel me
to leave everything aside
to wear and feel its
soft warmth again.

Monday, 26 April 2010

Impromptu poems

The Streets of Earth and Time

Tarred, grey, and dust-filled there
Scarred, muddied and worn-out here
Polished, black and smooth somewhere
I lie flat seemingly impassive
My arms lazily snaking across walls of bricks and hills
Of towns and countries and continents

I see nights and days and years
Passing like leaves falling and decaying
In my sleepless existence
I watch the star-studded universe
And drink in the quietness of the nights

Millions walk over me everyday
Yet the load I bear
Is so great a pleasure
I connect the sea of humanity
Travelling across thoughts and time


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Visions of a coastal afternoon

A sun-baked yellow afternoon
a sleepy, lazy, dull dream-time.
Hot air blows from ocean to land
across faces and feet and hands.

Drenched in heat
people sleep-walk in and out
of black burning iron gates
gates joining white and red walls
of bricks blazing fire and anger
Drugged by heat, in lethargic inability
flowers yawn.

Outside
the grey traffic roars draped in dust and smog
honking cars and trucks and men
like ocean screaming red-faced.

In the hustle-bustle of a city
on a coast, i hear a melody
amidst the chaos of my mind.

A city busy as a beehive
buzzing out a lazy mid-day orchestra
singing a soothing lullaby for me
as i sleep in front of the teacher and the class
in a sun-baked yellow afternoon.



21.03.09 (Chennai)




Poona under the Moonlight

Everything strangely still.

Buildings square and pale;

windows square and dark

like monstrous eyes and mouths.

Moonscapic bald hills, electric poles and nameless trees.


Not a sound,

not even one stray dog rummaging trash bins,

or a bandicoot in the sewage;

or honks of autorickshaws.


An empty rocking chair

with creased silk-like cover of its cushion

sat so stiff

next to a motionless swing

tied to concrete posts above the balcony.


Orange light from street lamps

that wore helmets, curiously seems

to blend with the moonlight

illuminating hundreds

of feather-like Neem leaves

arranged in perfect symmetry,

suspended in space, waiting…

or just

being.


Pyramidal Ashoka trees

towering tall,

leaning against each other

like old friends reuniting;

outside the walled lawn;

calmness seems to

branch out

from the lush foliage

of the Sorrowless Tree.


A synagogue’s top with reddish light

below the half-moon glowed;

roofs of temples and museums and mosques

and churches and shopping malls stood close.

Somewhere in the distance,

the ruins of the old Peshwa palace

with its elaborate Dilli Darwaza,

and its lotus pond and umbrellas

and trimmed gardens

must be silent for a while,

at night,

without visitors in protective sun-duppattas

to trot upon its cobbled floors

searching for hidden passages.


The surrounding hills stretching

as far as the eye could see

shone a dull pinkish hue on the edges

where land merged with the sky.

Glittering lights in varied colours dotted

the streets and buildings of the city--

a grand Churidar Kurta

embellished with sequins and Swarovski crystals.


Off-white cracked walls

of modern houses

built on sinking sand,

wearing the swish-swash marks

of brushes dipped in dark

repairing cement,

grotesque at daylight,

appeared completely transformed:

at night,

ancient runes and Chinese pictograms

imprinted on Puneites’ walls

sprang to life

transpiring old secrets

of an old city of kings and warriors

to me,

in the balmy, jasmine-scented night,

under the moonlight.


A perfect stillness –

mute, trance-like and eerie.

An impossibly flawless sky –

cloudless, half-mooned and starry.

A momentary musing

under the moonlight

of a brief visit

to a new place,

before the smoldering heat of the day

and the chaotic schedules of life

destroy it all.

Monday, 15 September 2008

Urban India landscape, of developing cities, chaos and hope

Sour

Paint-peels

under the temple tree,
on wooden carts with bicycle wheels.

Coins and plastic cups of tea.


Grouped into two: deep red and dead black;
Sleepy fruits, on either side of rusting

iron scales down with weighing stones,
unsold and unappealing.

Hopelessly sour
your face, your mind

resigns hour by hour,
burnt by the afternoon sun.

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Monday, 21 July 2008

Rainy season

It surely is good to be alive to see the rain beating the roofs and streets furiously forcing all shapes and sizes of people to take shelter, waiting in submission and reverance for the sky to clear up. It's wet muddy monsoon-time; people always become one under the power of mother nature.

Wednesday, 9 July 2008

Anger

Things to do when I get anger attacks

1. Kiss my toes.
2. Drink iced tea
3. Sing a nursery rhyme
4. Look up for 10 minutes without blinking
5. Stand on one feet with both hands stretched upward.
6. Wear my lucky pants and dance.
7.
8.

Monday, 7 July 2008

Poetry heals

Let Love

(Laden with anxiety and disbelief,
you seem to have lost all hope
of finding comfort and relief.
you wonder if you can cope.

And I must let you know
you can still sail through this
if you did not know.
You are much better than this.

Do not whine or beg but...)


Let love come to you
like a sudden storm in the night.
Let it soak you
to the bones with wonder;
let it drench your heart
with laughter.
Let it come naturally
like flashes of lightning in the dark.

Let Love show you
the colors of life:
the glory of every sunrise
the warmth of friendship
and splashes of happiness
on the canvas of bliss.
Let it paint you
with smiles and promises
of trust and faith
and visions untold.

Let Love come to you
with open arms
vibrant and passionate,
like lilies in bloom
waltzing with the wind;
let it envelope you
with its fragrance
of abundance and joy.
Let it come naturally
like sun-kissed petals in spring-time.

Let Love take you
to a higher plane
of fulfillment and peace;
a spiritual journey
of unconditional loving.
Let it soar with you
above the clouds of doubt
gliding in freedom and hope.

Let love whisper to you
the secrets of life:
the power of belief,
the pleasure of giving,
and the beauty of togetherness.
Let Love grow with you
like a river
flowing endlessly,
into the ocean
of eternity.

Trapped in Time

There is no beginning, no end. I am here.
In the distance float dreams inside bubbles
down from ages drifting but cannot be here;
vision of “then”, fictitious and bleak, hobbles.

History and its waves of delusion, aged and unending,
conjuring up what is not: mirages for tomorrow;
disgruntled ripples of yesterday, loud and fuming,
rushing past what is; the body is drowned in sorrow.

Buried and bruised under heaps of foaming fear
brought by streams of screams—unheard noises,
deafening echoes of time—and madness, can’t you hear?
A Soul caught by rumbling dissonance of million voices.

Squashed between boulders of past and future, Mind rules
obsessed with maniacal speed--machines cannot care.
Drugged in deep slumber of mechanical dreams, time fools.
Body trapped in an illusion, lightless, can one dare?

From nothing to nothing—space to space—
to wake up to no beginning and no end, in space,
untangling the mesh of Time’s mess.
Here. Now. This Is. Timeless.